March 13, 1997
January 20th, 2009 by Karen
I can’t deny my feelings for you
I want you back
but I want you to be happy
and I know you aren’t with me.
I want to hold you tightly
but that you can’t allow.
I need to be needed by you
but you need me to leave.
I don’t know if you realize the battle I am in
as friend as lover as whatever you want me to be today
I can’t let go of my feelings for you
like it seems you have done for me
I refuse to become like the others, obsessed
with having you near
but my hear is telling me otherwise
I am so full of anger
and sadness
and love
for you… but…
I know that doesn’t matter now.
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